Because there is nothing better to do at 5:27 am than bloggggg

I don’t know what in the world is going on. I can’t sleep. I have been up all night. ALL NIGHT! Last night (well, that would actually be 2 nights ago) i didn’t fall asleep until 4:30. The night before that it was around 2. This is completely out of my norm and most ridiculous. aaaaaaaaAAAAAAAHHHHHHH!

Actually, I have a pretty good clue as to what it’s all about. Life… LIFE I tell ya!

My new role model, P-Diddy (no joke. I love the man and all his entrepreneurial deliciousness) once said that his work is his love and that’s why he doesn’t ever sleep. Because when you love something that much, it consumes you to the point of sleeplessness….I have just sheepishly realized that many great prophetic persons have also stated this same theory and I feel a little silly that P-Diddy is the one who hit me over the head with it. That is so how it would work with me. I swear…

Anyway, you know my usual, never ending search for everything? And you know how I am like a gypsy and can’t ever stay in one place too long? And remember how I am a total Seattle junkie and have never once in 6 years of NOT being in Seattle stopped talking about how much I love it? well…

I am so close to jumping a plane.

Now, this is a very serious decision. And the timing is actually a little off, since my best girl is about to move here. But, something is pulling me. I can’t stop waffling on it. It is consuming me. BIG TIME! Like officially. I need Seattle like a mug needs coffee. (wow. that was so accidentally cheez-o. Did I mention I am starting to go delirious?)

I had a really long talk with my friend Josh who is back home. We have known each other since we were 6 and have stayed in contact all these years. He just really made it all make sense. He always makes really good sense.

Alright, I am going to go back to NOT SLEEPING! maybe I”m make some coffee….

love you.