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music

October 2, 2008

There is really nothing better in the world then music. Really. Nothing. For me, it is the purest expression of the human condition. And thank the universe for it.

Recently, my dear friend Carleen sent me some Cd’s. We have a deep history of musical connection, and after 11 years of not being in contact with one another, and then reuniting, the Cd’s reminded me of every possible thing pertaining to our friendship. It was refreshing. As I have lost touch with the musical world with my busy life and all the stress that has gone along with it. But, it reminded me that all I need is a song to get me through the rough spot, to celebrate a good feeling, to make my body move after being stagnant at a desk all day, something to enjoy with Wesley, words that will explain what I am trying to express.

Here is what she sent me:

The Sounds

“Dying to say this to you”

A great “driving in your car with your over sized sunglasses, smoking, I’m single and a little perturbed” CD.

Shiney Toy Guns

“We are Pilot”

A close sound to The Killers, but with a chick, and that makes everything a little bit better.

Meiko

Self Titled

Pretty much takes the feelings right out of my heart and explains them out loud.

A Fine Frenzy

If I could have had the “Movie break-up. The deliciously, beautiful, painfull breakup that ends completely after only 1 hour and 45 minutes with a happy ending” this would be the soundtrack. It speaks my broken heart perfectly.

Jem

Down to Earth

I have heard most of this stuff before. But none the less. She’s great. Another “soundtrack to my life” girl.

Turkish Music

It’s just some random Turkish club cd, but as you can expect, it is very enjoyable. I like listening to is with wesley. He likes to pick out words and sing them, which is hysterical, since neither of us have any idea what they are saying. If we listen to it enough, Dubb’s is sure to be fluent in no time.

Anyway, chances are you have all enjoyed these bands a time or two and I am just WAY behind, but it wouldn’t be fair if I didn’t share!

Enjoy!

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it would have been miserable…

September 15, 2008

… if i had let it.

But, I decided after a very hard friday to make an emergency trip to KC, again. I have the most amazing ex-co-workers! We had a blast! And, my birthday went from being the most depressing thought, to being the most perfect birthday I could have asked for! I will have the best memories of the occasion now.

Holler to me being 30!

Holler to the crew for coming out!

Holler for amazing nostalgia!

Holler for being called a MILF! (ok, that’s totally creepy, but I have to say that I was a bit flattered. Especially since the guy who called me that was gay!)

Holler to having an amazing day with Wesley at Ren Fest. It was so fun!

Holler to Megs for being so supportive and giving and wonderful.

Holler to D-rock for making me feel like a million and 1/2 bucks!

Holler to Cara and Nikki for coming out and making me smile! It was great to see the girls!

holler.

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well…

September 8, 2008

everything is going to be ok, but I’m not going to go into it.

Plus, i just enrolled in school! Finally, I am on the way to being done! So happy about that!

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confusion

September 2, 2008

I can’t take being patient anymore. But I have to. It’s a virtue. Right? Hopefully all the pieces will land soon. I just hope they land in a neat, organized, understandable pile.

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holler.

August 28, 2008

sooooo much has been going on, and I am not really ready to share, as there are things that are still waiting to show themselves. BUT…

I held a happy funeral for those stupid meds. Yes. I was supposed to keep taking them everyother day until they were gone, but I stopped a week ago. Last night, I happily flushed them down the toilet. Out of sight, and definitely out of mind. Take that medication.

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Happy Birthday!!

August 25, 2008

TO MY BABY BOY!!!

HE’S 2!!

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wow.

August 22, 2008

im going to KC tomorrow to relax. I never in a million years thought I would say that. Go KC.

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im single

August 18, 2008

and it really really hurts. and that’s all im going to say about it.

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I should know…

August 15, 2008

I should be able to be prepared for the fact that when things are good, it means that things are about to get bad. real bad. I should have this down by now.

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weekends. They’re my favorite.

July 31, 2008

I am pretty excited.

I am going camping for the 1st time since I have moved to the Midwest! It is only one night, but I am  excited none the less. It will also be fun because it will be Wesleys first camping trip EVER! Ralph is showing us the greatness that is the Meremac River/caverns. Though I don’t think we will spend the mucho bucks on the cavern tour, we will relax next to the river, eat good food, play soccer with the ball that Ralph bought Dubbs, take lots of pictures, make memories, etc.

I love my time with my boys. I feel totally and utterly complete.

Holler to completeness.